MY GOODNESS. :D

I know it's UGLY. BUT WHATEVER.

I am sooooo sorry for not posting in a million years... as you may know I was going through a mid-teenager crisis once again. I was so mad at life, I refused to find something good in everything I see. If I wasn't able to do that, then I could´t write about anything. All those bad vibes are better to keep away from people.

So anyways, I am back and with tons of enthusiasm again. It's good to get lost for a while, cry, deny, and so on. Because eventually you'll get tired, and you'll go back to normal.

ANYWAY!

I email my dearest cousin… I sent her an email a while ago telling her that I can’t stand to live here anymore. I just had enough; I deny to keep living in this torturous environment with my STUDIES and CRAZY hectic lifestyle. I am almost 18, just found a great friends a while ago, single, and ready to go have my own life.

She burst in laughter… but come on! I am so ready to leave, it’s not her fault. I am TIRED of this environment, I never get a peaceful sleep or rest because something is always going on. This is not the life I want for my teenage. It’s not that I have a lot of money, it will actually only be enough to cover the basics. So no more parties or shopping sprees… the money will run out fast.

But peace is priceless, and I am feeling like crap because I made my cousin cry just a week before her Birthday day. But hey, I am sooooo sorry for making you sad! But I’m behaving like an asshole because I CAN’T TAKE THIS NO MORE!
When you can’t get rest, of just be happy in your own home, you get so stressed that you lose it. I need my space! I would literally ran out tomorrow, but that wouldn’t be responsible because I don’t even have savings.
So here comes the big question: should I quit school and work in Singapore? Or should I just migrate to Australia? LAME! Definitely.

It’s a horrible pressure, because I can’t just be a careless young adult.
Something so simple and normal, as moving away from your house and becoming an adult… it’s so complicated and frustrating here. MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSHHHHH!!

I found some “moving out of the house” tips, which I think they are useful… I am going to apply them, since right now I have zero money.

What to do… what to do!

I want to TRAVEL AGAAAAAAAAAAIN.